Let us smile every day~

Let us smile every day~

2011年10月31日星期一

2 days a post again~

2011年10月30日
星期日,
美好的一天~~~
今天是敬畏的生日,
我们也约好今天一起打羽球~~~~
酷~~~~~~~~~~~~~
哇~~~
打得我真的不亦乐乎~~~~~~
只不过,
真的有时候不想约些人……
可是找不到人了,
只好找他……
明明都不想见到他了……
我还是越了Philip一起打羽球……
可是他一点也不能融入我们……
算了,
下次我也不会找他了……
算啊!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
打得算!!!!!!!!
……
可是……
时间,
真的忘不了……
5;52 p.m.
祥辉和祥龙来了……
我可能真的还是放不下他吧……
可是,
我有点感觉到……
我跟他……
很难沟通……
都是那个为富害的!!!!!!!!!!
干嘛要跟他讲!!!!!!!!!
我真的不能把它当成透明人……
可是……
8年,
够了,
我已经被折磨到差点把自己都给了他……
我不想过这样的生活了……
我希望我真的能忘了你……
Please I really hope that I can forget about you...
I hope I can do it...
I want try more and more...
8 years...
I think it's really so hard to forget u...
Nickson Huang...
It's so hard to forget...
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2011年10月31日
哟~~~~~~~~~~~~~
10月的最后一天~~~~~~~~~~~~
今天过着一样的生活,
一样去学校,
回家,
睡觉……
不过,
今天我觉得我比较强!!!!!!!!!!
我尽然在学校的Dewan Perpaduan sleeping~~~~~~~~~~
Wah~~~~~~~~~~~
I am so pro~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hated thi school , SMK LUTONG a lot a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's not fair for the students that really cannot come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
They cannot come because got something problems lah!!!!!!!!!
Also cannot meh!!!!!
If the person die already,
also no come school for 1 week,
also want to take the person's corpse come to school????
Is that!!!!!!!!!!!
If like this , this school I cannot stay any more!!!!!!!!!
okay !!!!!!!! next !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Afternoon...
I teach them the fan dance...
It's so hard to teach person...
I think I also need to train hard...
Try my best lah~~~~~~~~~~~
These days I feel so tired...
I hope I can get a good dream...
Goodnight~~~~~~~~~
n_n

2011年10月29日星期六

lolz

2011年10月28日
昨天,
我终于把《一公升的眼泪》看完了……
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2011年10月29日
新的一天,
新的样貌……
今天老样子,
去少团,
进行活动……
就这样……
之后的,
我就下了一跳!
今天回去我是跟福音车回家,
我是最后几位。
到我的时候,
驾驶员问我,
我的家在哪儿……
我跟他说明,
可能是我比较不会说,
他也听不懂,
所以口气比较重一点,
不过我的感觉上是骂人……
因为他对伟哲的态度简直是180变 0.o
我看到后,
自己吓了一跳。
我就在想,
他是不是只对公民组的好,
其他的不理会?
可是,
我不想想太多,
可能当时他的心情不是很好,
所以口气重一点,
不过他真的很凶,
我真的吓坏了!!!!!!!!!!!!!
就这样……
× THE END ×

2011年10月27日星期四

done...

27/10/2011
一公升的眼泪……
第五集……
很感动……
but I don't cry...
But I feel I want to cry already...
It's so hard to 忍耐……
A good Movie to watch~

『 h @ t 3 】

2011年10月27日
Today's morning I don't meet JL...
but I have seen his car, QMJ1821...
I think I will forget his car no.
because I suddenly forget the number of car...
haha...
lolz...
I don' feel sad that I don't have seen him...
ai...
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I hate myself a lot!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know why I cannot control my emotion as well...
I hate myself...
tomorrow is cross speaking competition....
but I still angry again!!!!!!!!!!
I hate myself...
I don't want to make enemy...
I'm so sorry for Li Mei...
That's no her wrong...
Why I angry at her?!
I hate!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why I cannot control my emotional well?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
I hope I can control my emotional well...
hope tomorrow cross speaking competition can do well...
Hope my class , 3 Bestari 2 can win~~~
hehe~~~~~
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一公升的眼泪
A good movie to watch~~~~~
haha...
11 episodes...
I just watch 4 episodes...
Later watch 1 more again...
haha~~~~~~
But after watch this movie ,
I think I cannot believe LOVE any more...
A man can leave a girl alone when she in trouble...
He will no love a girl that get cancer...
If the man love the girl a lot and also no care about her cancer...
I think there is no one any man like this in this world...
I just believe the way that my GOD have help me prepare already...
I just accept the person that is Christian...
I have promise GOD already...
From that day...
I have promise with my GOD that I just can marry with Christian only...
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I write the letter to him , Philip...
I am very happy that I have tell him~
Hope we just friend and don't have any person say anything else again...
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Detective Conan~~~~
I LOVE YOU~~~~~
I will type this in my post when I watch Detective Conan~~~~
haha~~~~~~
okay...
bye...
continue watching for Detective Conan & 一公升的眼泪……

2011年10月26日星期三

『 t ! r 3 d 』

2011年10月26日
今天的生活好累……
好久没有感觉这么累了……
有时候想 type blog,
but forget one and one time...
这几天,
我一直玩弹弹堂……
last 2 days...
I met him...
I met JL...
I hope we can talk or little chatting...
Now...
Everyday want to practise the dance of sri perdana...
later need to train the activities that planned by school...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so tired...
But I also can do myself...
I think I am a nob person....
I no intelligent...
I no a cute or beautiful girl...
I don't know anything what can I do...
I think I cannot do anything in the best...
haiz...
Today I went to 3B...
A person asked me is that I relationship with Philip?!
When I heard that, I no angry...
I just say NO!
Yes!
We just friend....
我觉得我应该跟他有个距离……
I cannot chat or find him every time...
I just hope we are friends...
I hope this things doesn't have heard by him (3A) ...
He is cute...
But I hope we can be friends....
I just believe friendship forever!
Why need to tell this or say anything else that doesn't have any prove!!!
Why so many person like to do this thing!!!!!!
I don't feel happy...
Christmas Day want to come already...
I think I need to prepare something for my friends now...
What I can be prepared for my friends and what is the present I can give...
I don't know...
It's so hard...
Think who can I give the present...
I know one that I want to give present to the person is...
Journal Low...
Let me list a while...
1) Journal Low
2) Shin Loi Bong
3) Hsiao Chi
4) Sharon Liew
5) Agnes Lam
6) Voon Yu Ming
7) Lim Hong Ming
8) Amelyn
9) Angelyn
I think that's all only...
If got again,
I need to think and list again...
Think....
How can I give them the present?!
I also don't know...
I don't want let so many person know....
Because I scared that they say why I no give them the present also...
AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ya~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Now is Detective Conan....
haha...
say something that is no about this...
oh!!!
3A and 3B also...
church's friends...
who I want to give???
I just know the number of friends that I want to give for the presents around 10 until 15...
I think I no need prepare so much...
because I don't want use so much money to spent....
Sorry my other friends...
I cannot forget that friend's that have helped me...
So they can get a small present from me~
haha~
love love love~~~
I LOVE YOU~~~~
DETECTIVE CONAN~~~~~~~~~
I think no need wrote any again...

Conclusion this post:

1) Don't be so close with Philip
2) Take a list that need to be prepared presents
3) The activities of Form 3 & be friendship with 3A
4) Detective Conan~~~~~

2011年10月23日星期日

少假了!

2011年10月22日(因为不能上网,所以我今天才打)
今天,星期六……
早上到教会去开会……
生活营会议……
早上,
不知为何,
会感觉上我不会笑……
很凶……
可是,开会也很顺利的结束了……
之后,
当然是在主日学可是里面玩耍……
虽说玩耍,好过说‘做工’……
阿哥教景胜打鼓,
我有点不高兴……
虽然我不是不想让景胜打鼓,
而是因为我求了哥哥交我打鼓很多次了,
但是他不肯教……
我很生气……
别人叫他教,阿哥就肯教他!
结果,
他只说了一句:“等到你有像他一样的天分,我再教你!”
这句话什么意识!!!!
我不说多,
如果再说下去,
我可能会骂人了!
我忍,我可不想破坏自己的心情!
不然,等下我带的游戏可能会骂人!
我也不理会了……
他说我没天分,对!
我的确没有音乐天分,你有很多音乐天分!
所以,你才一直看不起我!
你一直认为我比你没用!
对,我的确不如你!
不像你这么厉害!
那,无论如何,我都不可能赢你……
你一定会说,
你都没什么天分,怎么可能因我!
竟然这样,我决不让你看扁!
我一定会让你再也抬不起头!

2011年10月21日星期五

她和他的淒美愛情故事

她和他的淒美愛情故事
看完后,
心里有点难过……
但,
细考了过后,
我一直不明白爱情……
可是,
从中,
我觉得……
不!
应该说……
我对爱情真的很难信任!!!!
我真的只能信任我的友情!!!
爱情,
真的对我来说是很难信任……

老婆的最後一條短信

老婆的最後一條短信

不要讓愛你的人受到一絲一毫的傷害!
不要等到失去了,才痛不欲生!
因爲有些事情是無法補救的.

2 days——a post

2011年10月20日
Today...
I meet him again...
He went to toilet...
I think he would no go toilet on class
because I think he is a person that want to hear class attention....
I met him at outside of toilet...
He didn't know I am looking at him...
He just straight went back to his class...
I hoped I can talk with him something...
BUT...
I don't have any courage to talk with him...
When I run back...
I shout and shout...
I shout his name...
I hoped one day I can chat with him...
One day...
Hope that day can come soon...
I think I can do something for him...
I hope I can bake a cake for him...
I hope only...



2011年10月21日
Today I feel tired...
Train the dance for sri perdana so tired!!!
After that back home,
father want me help him to paint the board...
My answer is...
OKAY~~~~
While I feel tired,
but I feel boring too!!!!!!!!
So I use around 1hour to paint...
After that,
I play DDT...
And then,
now,
I type the blog &...
watch my love anime~~~~~~~~~
DETECTIVE CONAN~~~~~~~~~
I LOVE DETECTIVE CONAN~~~~~~~~~

2011年10月17日星期一

×后悔×

2011年10月17日
Today,
I look back the post that I have write in blog...
I see one thing that is same appear in the blog...
That's...
I need to learn hard!
Learn hard more and more to get 8A...
But...
now I think...
Is that I really have learn hard?!
Is that I have try my best to do for PMR???
I think the answer is...
NO...
I no have learn hard...
now I feel sad,
so what can be change!!!!
what can be CHANGE again!!!!!!!!!
I think no have any again...
chocolate...
I want to eat chocolate now...
I think I will feel tired & tired...
I will feel sad...
BUT!!!
It doesn't have any CHANGE already!!!
It cannot change anything any more...
CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE...
ALL CANNOT CHANGE ALREADY!!!!!!!!!
CHANGE...
CANNOT BE CHANGE ANY MORE!!!!!!!
NO HAVE ANY CHANGE!!!!!!!!
CANNOT CHANGE ANY MORE...
CANNOT CHANGE...
change...
haha...
no have any thing can be change...

2011年10月16日星期日

一场梦……

2011年10月16日

今天,我做了两个梦……

应该是两个梦吧……

我只知道我醒来过,所以,我觉得我做了两次梦……

有一个梦,我一直很难忘……

虽然还是又梦到我拿3A……

可是……

我……

我也梦到他了……

我万万没想到,我……还会再次梦到他……

他已经很久没有出现在我的梦境里了……

可是,

我今天梦到他了……

一样,

我拿3A,可是他接受了我……

他说,

他也喜欢我……

而这次是我没有给他答案……

我没想到会做这场梦……

有一段,

我还记得,

当我经过他班的时候,

他与我对望……

他对我微笑……

难怪,

我舍不得起床……

毕竟,

这个梦,是很少才会梦到的……

可是,

我要在这里,

高喊,

并且要对自己发誓,

还要在这里大声的说:

“我,朱宇宁,不喜欢罗世杰!!!”

2011年10月14日星期五

不再……不再……

2011年10月14日
星期五……
看来那天与妈妈吵架后,
到现在都没有和好……
看来妈妈这次很生气……
算了……
最近,
才发现自己越来越不注意自己的饮食了……
开始有一餐每一餐……
我已经习惯了……
每一天的生活好像都是一样的……
Yu-Gi-Oh《游戏王》—看戏
facebook—玩电脑
九把刀《杀手》—看小说
到现在都还没看完,真的是有够烂了!
晚上……
再次开电脑……
看了一些事,一些照片……
下载了又洗掉……
我好不想看,可是又不想伤害他们……
我又看见他了……
我真的好高兴,好高兴,高兴到我难过了……
我想哭……
我好想哭出来……
可是,
我……
我……
我不可以哭……
我也不想哭了……
我哭了,他都不知道……
我不必哭……
我今天一直想到,我……PMR……只拿到3A
我连做梦,都梦到……
我好害怕……
我真不明白为什么!
好想找个能让我依靠的人……
可是……
我不想!
我不想麻烦他人!
流泪……
与我不合……
我只希望朋友们,你们的笑容……
你们难过,我也难过……
眼泪……
不会在我身上找到的……
因为我不会再哭了……
无论如何,
我都不会再哭了……



2011年10月13日星期四

Yu-Gi-Oh

13/10/2011
Today at home a person...
I think I really feel boring...
I don't know what I want to do...
boring & boring....
play game, play computer, play facebook...
play until I don't have any mood to play already...





2011年10月12日星期三

烦!烦!烦!!!!!!!!!!

2011年10月12日
虽然说,
今天可以睡到很迟……
今天可以用电脑很久……
今天可以看电视很久……
今天可以看小说,没人阻止……
今天可以好好休息……
但是,
我一想到当我拿到PMR成绩时,
我的心情渐渐地低落……
如果能的话,
我真希望我不要再想这件事情了!
我真的很不想想起……
一想起可能会输给哥哥……
可能会被家人嘲笑……
可能会被人看不起……
一想到这些,
我根本不能好好轻松……
至少,
今天一直看《游戏王》,
心情……
轻松了不少……
真是太好了……
上帝,
感谢你让我能轻松……
真希望我自己能让自己轻松……
不要想太多了……
一切都成了历史,
下次再加油~
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最近迷上了《游戏王》
来看看图片吧~




这两张难以决定,所以两个都放……
一个可爱型,一个帅气型~~~~~


帅气的游戏~~~~~~~~


变心卡~蛮喜欢的~

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有时候,
喜欢一个人在家……
可以在家做自己想做的事~~~
不用怕被别人阻止~~~~~~

有时候,
讨厌一个人在家……
要做很多家事,
而且还会被讲……








這不是低智商的笑話

這不是低智商的笑話
小狗對小貓說:你猜猜我的口袋裡有幾塊糖?

小貓說:猜對了你給我吃嗎?


小狗點點頭:嗯,猜對了兩塊都給你!


小貓咽了嚥口水說:我猜五塊!


然後,

小狗笑著把糖放到小貓手裡,說:我還欠你三塊。


這不是低智商的笑話,

而是,因為愛你,

所以允許了你的小貪心。

如果世上真的有这样的情侣 / 伴侣……
那该有多好……
可惜,
这件事永远不会发生在我身上……

2011年10月11日星期二

end of PMR...really~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011年10月11日
今天考完华语了~~~
yah~~~~~~~~~~~~~
这次真的完了~~~~
The end of PMR~~~~~~~~~~
I can release already...
BUT...
I think that if I cannot win my brother...
How can I do!!!?
When I think this,
I cannot release myself very well...
I hope I can win my brother...
But I don't know how...
我不希望一直被比较,一直被看不起!!!!
I DON'T WANT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Luckily,
today I see him again...
那是我想见他……
根本不是什么事情……
只因为……
我有那个冲动……
想见他的冲动……
一切就那么简单……
That's easy...
Good Luck For You~
Hope you can get the marks that u want on the test...
Good Luck~~~~~

2011年10月10日星期一

I don't want lose!!!!

2011年10月10日
今天应该是个美好的一天……
101010
这么美的一天,
我却那么不开心……
今天也是PMR对没拿华语和印语的好日子……
今天考KH & MA……
MA……
ok lah……
简简单单就过了……
KH……
没想到……
这么难……
我好害怕没拿 A 哦……
虽然,
能肯定的可以拿 B,
可是老师说过……
Bestari & KRK 的 KH 还没拿过 B……
所以叫我们千万不可以拿 B……
呜呜呜……
这次一定死定了……
而且,
我一定会被哥哥嘲笑……
也铁定会被朋友嘲笑……
我不要!!!!
拜托!!!!
我不要……
我不要输……
明天的华语,
我一定要赢!!!!

2011年10月9日星期日

不知道啦!!!!!

2011年10月9日
明天就考数学和KH了……
但,
我没有任何心情去读……
虽然,
我这两科……
一科是拿手科(MA),
另一课却在今年进步了许多(KH)……
可是,
我还是有点害怕!
害怕会像Geografi一样……
在考前,
读不进任何东西……
更不知道如何做答……
我好害怕会重蹈覆辙……
我很想读,
可是我没有心情读……
妈妈那边一直叫,
可是我最是不想读……
抱歉咯……
我也不想跟他讲太多,
不然他又讲一堆大道理……
我也不知道我怎么了……
I don't know everything already...
I don't know how can I do...
I am confuse...
I want get 8A but I don't want to learn...
I don't know what happened to me already...
*headache*
I don't know what can I do...
That's true...
I don't want to do anything and I don't care anything...
I don't understand why I want to do like this...
Want to get 8A ,
but don't learn hard...
I don't know myself already...
I am tired...
I just know this only...
tired and tired...
I want to sleep...
but cannot...
tired & tired...
haiz.........................................
I want to learn now...
Try Your Best~'
You Can Do It~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2011年10月8日星期六

oh~ I see...

8/10/2011
Today, I feel boring so I chat with my friend...
A friend that at tuition but study at Pujut...
I know that Kang Tzin Sheng got a girlfriend before....
I don't know before...
I am stupid...
Last time...
write I like him...
But now...
I know I don't like him...
I just think he is a good friend...
He is good, smart, intelligent, handsome and cute~~~~~~~
><
But I know already,
I don't like him....
But I feel sad I know that he got girlfriend before....
But I don't know....
If I know, what can I do?
I also can't do anything...
but...
I feel asleep...
haha~
so bomb~~~~~~~
say one thing and can say other thing again~
haha~
I just myself~
张靓颖-如果这就是爱情
I like this song today~
today,
I want to tell my friend~
I
Chio Yu Ning
Don't know what is LOVE~
So
I will no love any one~

2011年10月7日星期五

…haiz…

2011年10月7日
今天没考试
今天没上学
今天在家休息
今天在家改考卷
今天在家想哭
今天在家觉得好累
今天在家觉得很无聊
今天在家觉得自己好没用
今天在家改完考卷后,觉得自己好没用
今天在家一直听《别再哭了》
今天在家才想起没开radio
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现在在听《别再哭了》
现在在大blog
现在心情很低沉
现在心情不好
现在的天气如同我的心情
现在很想大哭
现在没有力气去理会心情了
现在没有任何心情+力气去做妈妈交代的事
现在好像摔东西
现在在思考,自己是不是很没用
现在觉得自己赢不了哥哥了
现在觉得自己很懒 + 烂 + 没用
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改完考卷了
BI — 28/40 (明明可以多对两题)
SJ — 3860 (不错了…不过还可以再多对 2,3 题的)
GEO — 33/60 (明明可以再多对 8 题)
SC — 30/40 (明明可以再多对 6 题的)
我真的觉得我自己好烂哦!!!!
到底要如何,我才能赢过我哥哥!
真的是没有任何希望赢我哥吗?
真的觉得自己好没用……
朋友……
一部分接近我的目的是——朱世蔚
家人……
拿我跟谁比较——朱世蔚,表妹(同岁),表弟(小一岁),表妹(小四岁)
总觉得我存在这个世上是没有意义的……
真的是我想太多了吗?
还是这是真的……
I don't know...
I don't know myself...
I don't know why I want born in this world...
I don't know all thing!!!!
I cannot understand anything anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't know why I want to live at in this world!!!!!!!!!!!
I want crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If I can know...
Why I want born in this world...
I...
feel happy...
Because I know that I have use in this world...
But...
I don't know why I want born on this world...
I don't know...
don't know...
don't know anything already...
haha...
I am STUPID...
I am LOSER...
I cannot do the best in anything...
stupid + loser
It's me...
That's all me...

2011年10月6日星期四

end of Sejarah of PMR

2011年10月6日
ya~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today's test Sejarah~~~~~~~
End~~~~~~~~~~~
I am happy~~~~~~~~~~
While I think I cannot get a good result for my PMR...
I am tired about my PMR already...
Think that last year I am happy that PMR doesn't batal...
But now...
I feel tired about PMR...
I just hope I can win my brother...
many times already...
many person say my brother is better than me...
yes...it's true...
But I am me!
I am no my brother!
I am CHIO YU NING , NO TIMOTHY CHIO SHI WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM MYSELF!
NO WHO!!!!
I hope I can win him...
I don't want to lose him again...
If I lose he again, I don't know how to become myself already...
I am me~
I want win him!
I really want to win him!!!!!!!!!!!!
I want to be myself!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD...
please help...
let me get A...
More and more...
Please help me...

tired

6/10/2011
Midnight~~~~
I feel tired...
That just only me a person study only...
But I hope I can get good marks today~
So be a cat night one night also okay~
Just hope today I can get the mark that is better...
I feel I can do my best on PMR~~~
haha~
Today is Science and Sejarah...
Science...
I think I can do as well as...
Sejarah...
I don't think so...
I just hope my Sejarah can get a high mark...
If can get 40+ , it's better~~~~
I hope I can do as well as...
Let study now~~~~~~
*On Sejarah*
Morning type again~

2011年10月5日星期三

Second day of PMR

2011年10月5日
Today is second day of PMR...
I am tired and feel sad....
My English...
Teacher say I can get A...but....
I think I cannot get A!!!!
I am so sad about my English...
I don't know what can I do...
Then...
Geografi also!!!!!
I am thinking that today's subject is my good subjects??
I don't think so...
I don't know what can I do again...
I am stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!


I cannot remember anything anymore....
Forget all things lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See how much time already?
I cannot...
Gambateh...
Gambateh...
tired...
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
Please help me lah!!!!!!!!!!!!
If u don't help me,
who can help me again???
Tomorrow is Science and Sejarah...
I feel scared already...
help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Please!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need help~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
GOD
please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really need you!!!!!!!!!
Gambateh~~~~~~~~~
Smile~~~~~~~~
n_n

2011年10月4日星期二

PMR的苦战……

2011年10月4日
today is PMR's first day...
today's test is Bahasa Melayu...
It's so hard!!!!!!!!
I think I cannot get a good mark...
I hope I can do the best..
I hope Bahasa Melayu also can gets A...
Hope the other tests can get A...
I think I need learn hard more and more...
Tomorrow is Bahasa Inggeris & Geografi
Hope can get a good mark again~
Believe yourself!
You can get a better mark...
PMR first day...
It's okay...
While it's hard again and I hope I can learn more and more and get good marks again...
Gambateh~~~~
Good Luck~~~~
Chio Yu Ning~~~~
You can do the best!!!!!!!!!
God love u~~~~~~
Just one smile~
don't forget~~~~
Today I also feel happy...
Because I see him...
While we are friends...
no anymore...
I am happy can see you again as friend...
conan_ning
Smile~~~~
Gambateh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Chio Yu Ning~~~~~~~
YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011年10月3日星期一

crazy...

3/10/2011
night...
I don't feel well...
I feel I want to get out the food that I have eat just now...
I wanna die...
I feel headache...
I cannot eat any thing...
I hope my BM can get A
no only BM
I also hope my other subjects also can get a flying marks...
I am tired...
I don't know how to improve my language in this little time only...
I release myself once and once time...
But I cannot feel comfortable...
I am very tired...
I want release!!!!!
I don't like this feeling....
I don't want eat anything,
but my mother refuse...
She wants me eat...
But it's hard...
I cannot eat any more now..
Stomach feel unwell....
GOD...
please help me...
I hope I can get a flying marks in PMR...
GOD....
please help me...
I know you are around me....
so
please help me...
please...
wuwuwuwu...
After PMR,
I want to cry!!!!!
Now,
I also feel that I want to cry...
but cannot
If cry,
I will feel asleep...
don't scared...
don't be scared...
believe yourself~
ning!
Believe yourself~
恩典之路
a song let me release...
thanks...
GOD

PMR soon...

2011年10月3日
Tomorrow is PMR...
I don't have any 信心 ...
I hope I can get 8A
I will train hard...
Good Luck~
Can???
But....
now I feel scared...
I scared I cannot get a flying marks...
I am scared...
I need believe my GOD and train hard for myself!
Good Luck!
Ning!
Believe your GOD will help you!
GOD always help you!
Don't be scared!
Gambateh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

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