start a journey~~~~

yaya....
today think him again...
why always think about him??
don't know...
I think because I am no good emotion to school...
So...
easy to think about him...
When I saw a car that look like...
I think it's QMJ 1821...
I think I forget the number already...
but...
it don't...
think a long time...
I think back again...
The number of the car,
QMJ 1821...
When I sad or bad emotion...
I always think about him...
Now also haven't change yet...
So always think about him...
Is that???
I think so...
forget about him...
can???
put the photo of him at here??
think first lah...
If want...
next time lah...
next time think what I want to do...
and...
think clearly...
because he has girl friend already...
So...
I cannot do something that is bad...
Just hope I can forget him one day and don't think him again...
haha...
Look at sky...
It's also blue...
It's also no change!
Just a smile...
then start a new journey...

smile

开朗的过日子，
真的好好……
我真希望我永远能用笑脸对待……



就算在人海当中，
每个人都以苦脸对待，
但我还是希望我能用笑脸来对待！



就算我的心情不好，
我还是希望我能以笑脸对待……
无论怎样，
都能以笑脸对待……



用笑脸遮住悲伤，
只要以笑脸来对待世界……



如果能做成这样的蛋糕就好了～～～～
哈哈～～～～
Just Smile...

Hate DEFY!!!!!!!

wakaotakulomitou!!!!!
no need to understand lah~~~~
just write only...
haha~~~~
lolz =·=
I  hat e the persons who DEFY me!!!!
all persons DEFY me!!!!!!!
I will no let anyone DEFY me!!!!!
The persons who lie...
I also want to let them know...
If lie become true,
how can they do anything!!!!
Angry a!!!!
Why I need always use smile to face myself?!
I cannot angry meh???
I cannot scold u meh???
Who are u a??!!!
order me...
defy me...
who are u a???
I also a person!
Got EMOTION!!!!
I also angry!!!
DEFY persons!!!!
be careful...
I will win u...
and see that time who defy who...
haha~~~~

Hard to forget him...

Sometime...

something really can let u surprise...

But you cannot say anything....

Just surprise and think...

Think that he has gone already...

Think he is with his girlfriend happily...

Think that I cannot chat with him just because scared that I will feel sad....

Think that lat time say want to forget him...

But also cannot...

It's really hard...

But I would like to try...

try to forget you in my life...

Just want to forget you...

I close facebook already...

and I will often on computer...

and don't heard any news about you...

and don't think about you...

and forget about you...

forget you...

Thank Jong tell me about he got girlfriend already...

SO THAT I CAN KNOW IT'S TIME MUST FORGET ABOUT HIM!!!!

DON'T THINK HIM ANYMORE...

JUST FORGET AND LEAVE HIM IN MY LLIFE...

SAD...

BUT IN SAD GOT AD...

LOOK LIKE A SMILE...

HAHA....

just smile every time...

and forget him...

say goodbye to Journal Low...

Sad again...

I would like to eat sweet, sweet and sweet desert...

At Kuala Lumpur...

got 2 places that I want to look for (if I have go)

Sweet Hut

Okashi-ya

I hope that I can go one day and I want buy lot of sweets~~~~~~

^^

Just a smile...

and...

happy always~~~~

^^

找到了～～～～

我觉得上帝，
你真的很奇妙～～～～
当我不知该选择我的梦想时，
你让我透过msn知道了，
我怎么可以忘记我在《Life Game》的时候，
答应过做个传道士呢？
我真的好健忘～～～～～
只不过，
这件事我永远不能忘！！！
我不可以再忘了！！！
我宁愿放弃
侦探，
甜点师，
就只想把传道士做好！！！
加油～～～～
我要过有见证的生活！！！！

协力为主来事奉，彼此相爱其成长

“协力为主来事奉，彼此相爱其成长”
3个爱啊……
尊重、体谅、欣赏……
说的容易做得难……
要我做到这3点，
是有一点困难……
不过，
我会尽力……
但，
从没人会为我行这3点吧……
在教会，
有时候觉得有些人不尊重我……
但不必理会，
只要做好我的本分；
在学校，
更不用说啦～～～～
这3点都不会发生在我身上；
而家里，
就不用想了～～～～
等下有做
名侦探柯南，
乖乖做功课吧～
等下才可以看戏！！！！！

梦想？

好困扰……

我该选择什么？

甜点？

柯南？

不知道……

silverchef

famouschef

or detective high school????

got a lot things...

I don't know want to choose which...

Find the information of detective school,

it's hard to find the answer...

我好乱……

不会读书，

但又不想放弃……

乱七八糟的生活……

及时可以有答案？

I am waiting....

I will wait for the answer...

But,

first I need to do is...

learn hard my English...

Cause that any school have use English to teach...

So,

I need to train hard!

Good Luck To Myself~~~

><

I just alive for myself!

Today...
I meet him...
He is Journal Low...
Who say I cannot forget him!
But I want to say....
I really so hard to forget him...
but no say cannot!!!!
Just hard...
Today before the assembly...
At class...
I feel happy and sad to meet him...
I scared that I cry...
I control myself...
Before the assembly,
I meet Jia Ling...
She tell me he at outside gua...
Then,
I go to carry to chair and bla bla bla...
*Assembly*
I see him...
He change already...
His hair become longer,
his face got some beard...
He changes already...
No like him...
But also feel sad after feet him...
.......
Assembly end...
I don't have meet him...
Back class...
And then become silent...
But it's no so much different with other times lah...
Just can say...
sad lah....
During recess...
I think something...
Meet him already, why feel sad again?
I just can say I don't know...
But I think the book of 《A楼8座》
three things that I can thanksgiving...
There's a lot...
But three things...
I think a long time...
and then these three things I can say...
1) Thanks that I can meet him.
2) Thanks that I no cry during assembly.
3) Thanks that he changes already... So I can always memorize the 2 years of his looking...
I surprise that I write the number 3...
YES!
I always memorize his look before have changed.
After he changes...
It's no like him...
I think I just appreciate him...
So...
it's okay already...
When I heard that he loves a girl and chase for her,
I also feel sad...
But...
it's okay already~
I want to do myself...
I don't want a live with him...
I just want to alive for myself!!!!
And with my GOD...

While a person also can happy~~~~~


Sometime...
a person can find something it's so interesting~~~~~~


Just like a sunny doll...
While it is a person,
but also can smile every day~~~~
So it's no so hard live alone~~~~
And always thank~~~~
^ n ^

爱

眼泪，
不能说明什么……
爱情，
我真的不了解，
我也不会体会，
但我只知道，
有一个人，
他是一直爱着我！
可能，
我做了许多他不喜欢的事，
但，
他却原谅了我。
明天就是复活节了！
不必再哀悼了！
因为，
爱我的他明天就复活了！
在2000年前，
他早就爱我了！
现在，
我的却还不明白什么是爱情，
但我知道，
为我的罪而死的他，
总有一天会让我知道！
我爱的，
我所喜欢的，
不许让别人知道！
只要知道自己是喜欢着什么就可以了！
阿爸父，
我最爱你！

……

有些事，是不能掌握在我们手中的……
无论是否想要，那是不能掌握的……
但机会，
就可以！

Smile

笑，真的能改变一切吗？
可能不能，但也有可能 :)
昨天是耶稣在钉十字架前到骷髅地为我们祷告，
我们青少年诗班+小组合唱《望十架》，
昨早，
当我在学校练习时，
也就是练《望十架》的时候，
哭了……
信不信都好，
但我知道我真的是要哭了……
在昨晚我也微微的哭了……
今天，
在开会的时候，
我尽然控制不了情绪，
又哭了，
但我这次哭，
却得到很大的启示！
那就是我不可以放弃，
可能还是会自责，
但我还是要做好职员的本分！
上帝，
我不会放弃的！
我会把你的工作好，
我会把我全部的生命献上！
不是会，
是一定！
晚上，
去美安堂的音乐晚会祷告会，
我感动……
我害怕……
但，
我会把自己该做的事做好！
笑，
能改变许多事，
快乐也行～～～
Just A SMILE that can change a lot of things!

今天太夸张了……
一个晚上没睡……
不为什么，
只想把功课做好，
但还是很多没有做成……
上课时，
Sejarah不会觉得爱睡，
反而是在英文节睡觉！！！
夸张啊！！！！！
就这样～～～～～
我今天参加了Math & Science 活动，
就因为喜欢，
所以我希望能在这几项活动得到好成绩～～～～～

抱歉

我今天做了件很过分的事……
我今天生气了……
而且其的是，
冷静型的生气……
因为没有发飙……
少年祷告会，
我交给别人做，
但又很后悔……
因为……
这样的话，
就感觉好像我不能再做什么了，
就好像缺了什么事情来做……
结果，
生气江邦耀……
真是的，
邦耀，
真的很抱歉……
没想到，
这次的生气我真的也吓到了……
以前，
总是乱发飙，
唯独这次，
是很冷静……
冷静中带愤怒，
我没想过我会有这种脾气，
我还以为这个脾气应该不会在我身上，
但我错了……
因为，
以前的我，
虽然生气，
但只要喝口水，
打打架，
骂几下，
白眼下，
就可以了……
唯独这一次，
是超乎我的想象……
我没喝水，
也没想打架或吵架，
更没想到要白眼……
就是很冷静的生气……
但事情不能做的很好……
可能这就是我吧……
愚人节啊……
明明是想做弄邦耀，
但却作弄不成……
结果还惹自己生气……
虽然如此，
还是想作弄他～～～～～
（send a message that I like him, haha XD）
但，
笑不出……
因为觉得这件事做了，
还是很无聊……
第一次，
觉得自己真的好不应该……
我要好好道歉……
上帝，
如果你听得见我的祷告，
请你帮助我，
让我能好好道歉……
开会当天，
如果他坐在我旁边，
我就会好好的道歉……
并且，
帮助我该拿什么来道歉……
求上帝帮助了……
只祈求这些了……
江邦耀，
我真的很抱歉……
我知道你们向替我分担，
但我却想到坏的了……
职员们，
抱歉……
江邦耀，
尤其是你……
真的很抱歉……