long time no update already...
now I am crazy writing the novel~
I forget the date expired!!!
oh no!!
but it's okay~
I will try my best and I will not give up~!!
Friends... Love...
??
haha~~
don't know what can write...
but I just wait the time back to Miri ~
haha~
while I think I will miss some person at here...
but I also think I will don't miss him...
because I got a lot of friends with me~
hehe~
bye~

16/3/2014

long time no update blog post already...
because always got something that is unhappy or sad..
I want spread the love of God and the smile or happiness to friends or other persons...
so I hope that my blog posts from this year can always post something that is happy~
but today really feel sad...
I cannot be stand for it anymore...
please let me stress it out at here...
I don't know is that I am always wrong?
Is that I cannot be myself?
when I be myself, you all don't like and hate...
when I don't be myself, you all think I am no like myself...
I live for myself...
but..
I know you are my friend and you want help me and give me advice...
but do you think at my position?
you say you always think at the person's side...
but do you have?
maybe you have think at other sides but no me...
do you know that I have been hurt before?
I don't want to say...
I don't want tell and let the hurt broke again...
I really scared other persons advice me...
cause they will open the hurt again... maybe they feel sad...
I hope that I open my hurt and don't let them think the sadness...
I know what you say...
I know...
but I am changing...
but you say it again!
is that I am no changing?
I try my best to change myself!
but you think I am not change!
I just want be myself!!!
you hope I be myself...
yes! now I be myself but now you want I change again...
can... I can change...
I am wrong...
I always wrong...
I change the wrong and it become worst again...
I cannot say anything more...
I could not know what you think...
you say like this but your action don't like this...
I really feel tired anymore...
please don't ask me why I change a lot...
if I am no change, then got a lot things again...
if I change, please don't ask who I am...
I think I will change... but not now... maybe tomorrow or one day...
while it's tired... but if this you want... then I change...
the happy thing for today is I take a walk in the rain~
I really like raining day~
when I feel sad or bad mood, that day will rain~
while it's something terrible but I am so happy and thank~
maybe dear God heard my sadness and fall the rain down and let me be more comfortable~
I like raining day~
walk in the raining day, I can feel all things can be forget and the stress can put down from the shoulder...
I also can cry in the rain... no one will know...
I also feel happy that I can talk a lot today...
finally got a person can heard me say from start until end...
no talk any just heard what I say~
when I end my story, the the person give me advice~
I really thank that you can always heard me what I say~
thank you~
If you don't heard me what I say and just always give advice, I though I cannot find other persons that can always hear me say...
thank you a lot~

^^

today is a happy day~~

hehe~~

don't know how to say...

today go to parkson with friends and watch <Non-Stop>

It's a good movie~~~

I really like it and surprise it when I know~~

like like~~ ^^

hehe~~

and then chat with friends and know that we like write novels and drawing also~~

hehe~~

so hard to find friends that can say like this~~

so happy~~~ 

and then night also got a meal with other friends also~~

I am thinking I come to KL is for study or playing??

haha~~

enjoy the life~~

hehe...

好不好…

好不好…
这首歌百听不腻~~哈哈~~
开心每一天~~
今天是第一次来吉隆坡看到雨天…
好爽~~！去淋雨~~！
好不好~~
呵呵~~今天一次看完2部戏~~
<打工吧，魔王大人！>一半看起啦~~
另一部<妖狐x仆SS>
我没想到13集，竟然今天看得完~~哈哈~~
笑一笑~
不要每次错觉啦~~一直搞混事情…哈哈~~
好不好…
不要再这么傻了…
好不好…
不要再踏入了…
好不好…
不要再让自己受伤…
好不好… =）

2/3/14

today go to play badminton with my friends~~

hehe~~

but all are guys... haha~~ but it's okay lah~

after badminton, go back home lah~

thank for my friends that always take care me~

while I really like a stupid and little girl but I also can protect myself~

how say?

I don't know how to say... but I can say that I will protect myself~~

while sometime I will make a lot mistakes but I also can protect myself~

sorry that always make troubles to my friends...

but thank that u all accept me and help me also~

after back home, I go back to school...

I want take back my cake but I know mummy is no there...

hope that li ya can help me...

but when I go to office and say that I want take the cake, she call bo luo and tell him take...

I have say in small volume... tomorrow I come back take...

but I also go to take the cake with bo luo... in a distance...

When go inside the room... I take out the cake and wanna run away but I know that I don't have scare him a lot already... he helps me, so I need say thank you bah...

so I turn back and ask him about my file first...

because I think that the person can place my file at mummy's table is him only...

so I ask him... 

the answer is YES

he put on mummy's table....

before back... he ask that is that I put at there intentionally?

I really wanna hit him a! I really forget mah!

but I really got a little feel wanna say yes...

I got a little bit feel in my heart wanna see him again...

while all words in my heart...

then say thank you and back home...

he really a funny person...

but please don't do or say something that will let me think too much...

hehe...

while I know it's a joke... but sometime I hope that u are serious...

thank for your help...

tell myself don't think too much...

1/3/14

明明是想昨天type的，但是弄着弄着，没想到已经过12点了……
haiz...
把时间撬回来了，花了我许多时间去弄啊！
原来只是一点问题而已，其他没什么的。
一早去上课，看到我状态的人都知道我一整夜通宵，根本没睡觉
其实之后6:24有睡了大概1小时半，7:55就起床了
为何我能记得如此清楚？
因为我睡前和睡醒厚，都看了时间，所以记得非常的清楚
昨晚有个好事，就是我｀小说已经写到2000多字了
很庆幸的是我没在班上打呼，成功熬过了！
昨天我体会到考试的压力啊！
老师说了一堆，而我却一直紧张着啊！
第一次考试，我要做的蛋糕是mousse cake
以抽签的方式……
我好紧张啊！！！
怎么办呢？起初我以为做面包比较难，因为需要想5种口味，而且不可以一样
但是我才觉得我的很难啊！
不知该怎么说，反正每个都有自己的难度啦
只是玲玲跟我说mousse cake很难时，我差点要晕了……
加油吧～！！
我可不想害了我的组员……
昨天上完课后，婷婷和玲玲都不在的关系，起初决定跟阿廷妈咪在一起，因为我不怎么敢一个人在家。
没想到会有人约我出去玩啊～
哈哈～
修后我选择出去玩，结果花了蛮多钱…… ＝＝
我下次要注意点……
我觉得我跟我的组员感情不错，因为我发现我每次有出去，他们两也会一起
哈哈～
或许这就是团队合作？哈哈～～
今天明明知道有考试，但是却没有去品尝，因为想跟朋友出……
有点后悔，但也有点不后悔……
不知道该怎么说……
今天阿廷妈咪也没有做工，也不能回学校；但有人约我一起去打羽球～～～
哈哈～～
好开心哦～～
好久没打羽球了～～
好怀念那时候我们一起打羽球的时光啊～
可是现在只能当作回忆来回味了……
等下还是会去学校，想要把一些事情弄懂
加油吧～
不要被考试的情绪而影响～
加油～～

加油吧～！！

刚刚看我在1/3半夜type的new post，结果还在28/2！

我还真的很好奇blog的时间怎么可以差这么多啊？

不过算了～反正都是开心的事情～

只要记得刚刚写的事28/2的就可以了～

只是我现在真的好想睡觉啊！

虽然说已经要早上了，而且正在写着小说；但是等下早上有上课啊～！！

我还真希望能睡一觉下啊～！

可是我在客厅睡的话，uncle会叫我回房间睡……

我回房间睡，又咳得非常厉害！

这是怎么回事啊？！

结果最后我还是没有睡觉……

今晚真的是搞通宵啊！ 

希望等下早上上课不会睡着啊！

只能勉强下……想想看有什么办法不会让自己睡着吧……

如果真的爱睡的话，就要带眼镜了～～！！

我发现到我眼睛的近视好像更深了……

用一边眼睛看的话，看得不是很清楚……

希望眼睛痊愈啊！！

我是喜欢戴眼镜，但是我可不喜欢近视或闪光啊！

说真的，现在一整晚不睡觉，不知道明天是否还有精神……

到现在为止还是很有精神，但不懂早上是否还有精神能熬过啊！

今天上teory，发现到只要第二天上teory课，晚上都是睡不着啊！

怎么这样啊？！

sad case a!!! ><

help~~!!!

算了吧……只要等下早上不要一直咳嗽就好……

加油吧！

haiz...

唉声叹气也没用……

只能熬过了……

反正也写着小说，顺便想下大概要怎么写的比较顺吧……

感觉这次写得不是很顺……

加油吧～！！！

28/2/2014

哎哟啊！！！

今天已经是3月的第一天，明明想说昨天也就是2月的最后一天写2月的最后文章啊！！

sad case a~~!!! ><

好啦～昨天其实也没有什么特别，只是昨天是蛮有趣的～

昨天跟婷婷两人一起走路到百盛去，结果最近花钱花得好厉害啊！

今天买了6件衬衫，只有1件又领，其他都是没有领的；因为我带来的衣服大部分全部都是有领的～～

昨天早上也到GYM开始运动，没想到我的体力、速度、还有力气全部都下降了！！

好难过啊！！

为何我最爱的跑步已经变得这么烂了啊！！

好难过……但是一直练，体力还是很难升啊！！

希望体力、速度，就是其他的希望都能improve～～！！

加油吧～

昨天也到学校一趟，遇到菠萝老师，哈哈

拜托，我已经没这么怕他了，但是他还说：“要这样吗？”

拜托，我已经不怕他了，结果他还说我怕他，真的觉得没话对他说了

去吃晚餐，没想到朋友们已经越了我的组员一起，我真的无言以对了～！！

再回学校陪我的阿廷妈咪～～

要陪她到7:30～

一到时间，我便先跟她说要先走，因为她要等爸爸到8点，没办法，我朋友在等我啊～

我去拿蛋糕的时候，菠萝在那边！

我吓了一大跳啊！

我无视他，没想到他自己会跟我说话？

好吧，或许他为了不让我怕他，而跟我说话吧

之后去拿东西，他尽然叫我小姐！

拜托，我有名字的！可以麻烦你记下吗？

＝＝

我真的不是很喜欢有人叫我小姐，如果是不认识的我还不会建议，但是他是老师吧……

我等下早上就要告诉他我的名字，并且请他记住！

呵呵～～

希望早上会有体力，我总觉得今天应该比较难睡觉……

今天开始打小说了，希望这次能在2个星期内处理好，而且还要弄大牛FM的东西，希望阿爸父能看顾及帮组我～～

拜托了～

对了，我昨天也发现一件怪事；我的file（记录食谱的file）不见了！！

结果放在学校，问阿廷妈咪在哪里找到的，她告诉我就在她办公室的座位看到的，我就觉得奇怪……

我都没进过办公室，怎么可能file会在办公室呢？

可能是有人捡到然后放在办公室吧……

可是会是谁呢？我很好奇，希望知道那人是谁，然后跟他／她道谢；因为那本file真的很重要啊！

感谢阿爸父一直保守我～～

arikato~~ ><