funny~~~

today really happy~~ ^^

today feel so boring...

so I go to make biscuit and cake~~

all things I just make without think~

When my parents say nice

I really feel happy~

I just think the ingredients...

and think how to use it...

cause want expired le~~ ><

thank God that I have idea to make cakes~~

I really feel happy~

While today don't have any idea for the novel...

but I really feel happy that I can make cake~~

and...

today morning go to run in the rain

I really feel happy~

Maybe I will sick but who care?

I just want let myself free or release~

got some more days want to leave here le...

I really hope that I can gather with my church friends and play with them...

have happy day with them...

But I always saw them find one another and forget about me...

They invite each other but don't find me...

if I ask...

I scared the answer...

if they wanna find me...

maybe need use money bah...

some friends I always think he/she is important for me...

but I am wrong...

I am not important for her/him...

I just them ball...

If the need me, they will find me

If they don't need me, they will kick me away...

maybe the word 'friend' is a thing that I need learn from last year until now...

before 2013...

these things don't happened...

2013 passed...

I really feel release...

the sad year for me is 2013...

it really let me feel sad and lose...

I really tired at the friendship le...

I will try my best to do myself...

but they hate me then hate bah...

I also will be myself and be friends with them~

If they no need me as their friend then I quit...

happy~~

always smile~~

^^

don't think any bad things...

always remember the happiness things~~

gambateh~ ^^