2 days a post again~

2011年10月30日

星期日，

美好的一天～～～

今天是敬畏的生日，

我们也约好今天一起打羽球～～～～

酷～～～～～～～～～～～～～

哇～～～

打得我真的不亦乐乎～～～～～～

只不过，

真的有时候不想约些人……

可是找不到人了，

只好找他……

明明都不想见到他了……

我还是越了Philip一起打羽球……

可是他一点也不能融入我们……

算了，

下次我也不会找他了……

算啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

打得算！！！！！！！！

……

可是……

时间，

真的忘不了……

5；52 p.m.

祥辉和祥龙来了……

我可能真的还是放不下他吧……

可是，

我有点感觉到……

我跟他……

很难沟通……

都是那个为富害的！！！！！！！！！！

干嘛要跟他讲！！！！！！！！！

我真的不能把它当成透明人……

可是……

8年，

够了，

我已经被折磨到差点把自己都给了他……

我不想过这样的生活了……

我希望我真的能忘了你……

Please I really hope that I can forget about you...

I hope I can do it...

I want try more and more...

8 years...

I think it's really so hard to forget u...

Nickson Huang...

It's so hard to forget...

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2011年10月31日

哟～～～～～～～～～～～～～

10月的最后一天～～～～～～～～～～～～

今天过着一样的生活，

一样去学校，

回家，

睡觉……

不过，

今天我觉得我比较强！！！！！！！！！！

我尽然在学校的Dewan Perpaduan sleeping~~~~~~~~~~

Wah~~~~~~~~~~~

I am so pro~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I hated thi school , SMK LUTONG a lot a!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's not fair for the students that really cannot come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They cannot come because got something problems lah!!!!!!!!!

Also cannot meh!!!!!
If the person die already,

also no come school for 1 week,

also want to take the person's corpse come to school????

Is that!!!!!!!!!!!

If like this , this school I cannot stay any more!!!!!!!!!

okay !!!!!!!! next !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Afternoon...

I teach them the fan dance...

It's so hard to teach person...

I think I also need to train hard...

Try my best lah~~~~~~~~~~~

These days I feel so tired...

I hope I can get a good dream...

Goodnight~~~~~~~~~

n_n

lolz

2011年10月28日

昨天，

我终于把《一公升的眼泪》看完了……

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2011年10月29日

新的一天，

新的样貌……

今天老样子，

去少团，

进行活动……

就这样……

之后的，

我就下了一跳！

今天回去我是跟福音车回家，

我是最后几位。

到我的时候，

驾驶员问我，

我的家在哪儿……

我跟他说明，

可能是我比较不会说，

他也听不懂，

所以口气比较重一点，

不过我的感觉上是骂人……

因为他对伟哲的态度简直是180变 0.o

我看到后，

自己吓了一大跳。

我就在想，

他是不是只对公民组的好，

其他的不理会？

可是，

我不想想太多，

可能当时他的心情不是很好，

所以口气重一点，

不过他真的很凶，

我真的吓坏了！！！！！！！！！！！！！

就这样……

× THE END ×

done...

27/10/2011

一公升的眼泪……

第五集……

很感动……

but I don't cry...

But I feel I want to cry already...

It's so hard to 忍耐……

A good Movie to watch~

『 h @ t 3 】

2011年10月27日

Today's morning I don't meet JL...

but I have seen his car, QMJ1821...

I think I will forget his car no.

because I suddenly forget the number of car...

haha...

lolz...

I don' feel sad that I don't have seen him...

ai...

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I hate myself a lot!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why I cannot control my emotion as well...

I hate myself...

tomorrow is cross speaking competition....

but I still angry again!!!!!!!!!!

I hate myself...

I don't want to make enemy...

I'm so sorry for Li Mei...

That's no her wrong...

Why I angry at her?!
I hate!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why I cannot control my emotional well?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

I hope I can control my emotional well...

hope tomorrow cross speaking competition can do well...

Hope my class , 3 Bestari 2 can win~~~
hehe~~~~~

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一公升的眼泪

A good movie to watch~~~~~

haha...

11 episodes...

I just watch 4 episodes...

Later watch 1 more again...

haha~~~~~~

But after watch this movie ,

I think I cannot believe LOVE any more...

A man can leave a girl alone when she in trouble...

He will no love a girl that get cancer...

If the man love the girl a lot and also no care about her cancer...

I think there is no one any man like this in this world...

I just believe the way that my GOD have help me prepare already...

I just accept the person that is Christian...

I have promise GOD already...

From that day...

I have promise with my GOD that I just can marry with Christian only...

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I write the letter to him , Philip...

I am very happy that I have tell him~

Hope we just friend and don't have any person say anything else again...

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Detective Conan~~~~
I LOVE YOU~~~~~

I will type this in my post when I watch Detective Conan~~~~

haha~~~~~~

okay...

bye...

continue watching for Detective Conan & 一公升的眼泪……

『 t ! r 3 d 』

2011年10月26日

今天的生活好累……

好久没有感觉这么累了……

有时候想 type blog,

but forget one and one time...

这几天，

我一直玩弹弹堂……

last 2 days...

I met him...

I met JL...

I hope we can talk or little chatting...

Now...

Everyday want to practise the dance of sri perdana...

later need to train the activities that planned by school...

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so tired...

But I also can do myself...

I think I am a nob person....

I no intelligent...

I no a cute or beautiful girl...

I don't know anything what can I do...

I think I cannot do anything in the best...

haiz...

Today I went to 3B...

A person asked me is that I relationship with Philip?!

When I heard that, I no angry...

I just say NO!

Yes!

We just friend....

我觉得我应该跟他有个距离……

I cannot chat or find him every time...

I just hope we are friends...

I hope this things doesn't have heard by him (3A) ...

He is cute...

But I hope we can be friends....

I just believe friendship forever!

Why need to tell this or say anything else that doesn't have any prove!!!
Why so many person like to do this thing!!!!!!
I don't feel happy...

Christmas Day want to come already...

I think I need to prepare something for my friends now...

What I can be prepared for my friends and what is the present I can give...

I don't know...

It's so hard...

Think who can I give the present...

I know one that I want to give present to the person is...

Journal Low...

Let me list a while...

1) Journal Low

2) Shin Loi Bong

3) Hsiao Chi

4) Sharon Liew

5) Agnes Lam

6) Voon Yu Ming

7) Lim Hong Ming

8) Amelyn

9) Angelyn

I think that's all only...

If got again,

I need to think and list again...

Think....

How can I give them the present?!

I also don't know...

I don't want let so many person know....

Because I scared that they say why I no give them the present also...

AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's so hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ya~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Now is Detective Conan....

haha...

say something that is no about this...

oh!!!

3A and 3B also...

church's friends...

who I want to give???

I just know the number of friends that I want to give for the presents around 10 until 15...

I think I no need prepare so much...

because I don't want use so much money to spent....

Sorry my other friends...

I cannot forget that friend's that have helped me...

So they can get a small present from me~

haha~
love love love~~~

I LOVE YOU~~~~
DETECTIVE CONAN～～～～～～～～～

I think no need wrote any again...

Conclusion this post:

1) Don't be so close with Philip

2) Take a list that need to be prepared presents

3) The activities of Form 3 & be friendship with 3A

4) Detective Conan~~~~~

少假了！

2011年10月22日（因为不能上网，所以我今天才打）

今天，星期六……

早上到教会去开会……

生活营会议……

早上，

不知为何，

会感觉上我不会笑……

很凶……

可是，开会也很顺利的结束了……

之后，

当然是在主日学可是里面玩耍……

虽说玩耍，好过说‘做工’……

阿哥教景胜打鼓，

我有点不高兴……

虽然我不是不想让景胜打鼓，

而是因为我求了哥哥交我打鼓很多次了，
但是他不肯教……

我很生气……

别人叫他教，阿哥就肯教他！

结果，

他只说了一句：“等到你有像他一样的天分，我再教你！”

这句话什么意识！！！！

我不说多，

如果再说下去，

我可能会骂人了！

我忍，我可不想破坏自己的心情！

不然，等下我带的游戏可能会骂人！

我也不理会了……

他说我没天分，对！

我的确没有音乐天分，你有很多音乐天分！

所以，你才一直看不起我！

你一直认为我比你没用！

对，我的确不如你！

不像你这么厉害！

那，无论如何，我都不可能赢你……

你一定会说，

你都没什么天分，怎么可能因我！

竟然这样，我决不让你看扁！

我一定会让你再也抬不起头！

她和他的淒美愛情故事

她和他的淒美愛情故事

看完后，

心里有点难过……

但，

细考了过后，

我一直不明白爱情……

可是，

从中，

我觉得……

不！

应该说……

我对爱情真的很难信任！！！！

我真的只能信任我的友情！！！

爱情，

真的对我来说是很难信任……