sad & sorry

today I think it's really a sad day for me...

novel don't have success...

I angry a friend...

While he friend is good...

and don't have do nothing wrong...

just he do something that let me angry...

a simple things only...

How can I say...

I want to chat with him...

But I don't know why I don't want...

and he also don't care...

I think I lost a friend...

sad...

except sad...

I don't have any mention...

hope can be friends...

I really angry him...

But he is really a good friend...

I don't know what can I do...

I just can say sorry only...

But I also don't know how to say...

I think I am too bad...

I am really a bad person...

Sorry...

I really feel sorry...

I do a lot bad things...

Submissions novel also fail...

I don't know what can I do now...

sorry...

really sorry...

MISIA - Everything

Romaji

Surechigau tokinonakade

anatato meguriaeta

fushigine negaatakisekiga

konnanimosobani arunante

aitai omoinomama

aenai jikandakega

sugiteku

tobirasurinukete

mata omoidashite

anohito towaraiau

anataoooooo

itoshikihitoyo

kanashimasenaide

nakitsukarete

meguruyorumo arukara

kakoominaide

mitsumete

watashidake

(Chorus)

You’re everything,

you’re everything

Anataga omouyori tsuyoku

yasashiiuso nara iranai

hoshiinowa anata

dorekuraino jikan wo

eiento yoberudarou

hateshinaku tooi mirainara

anatato yukitai

anatato nozoitemitai

sono hi woooooo

itoshikihitoyo

dakishimeteite

itsumonoyouni

yasashii tokino nakade

konote nigiite

mitsumete imadakeoooooo

you’re everything

you’re everything

anataga hanareteru bashodemo

aeba kiito yurushite shimau

donna yorudemo

you’re everything

you’re everything

anatano yumemiruhodo tsuyoku

aiseru chikarao

yuukini

ima kaeteyukou.

woah woahhh

you’re my everythinggggggg

you’re everything

you’re everything

anatato hanareteru bashodemo

aeba itsumo kiesateyuku

muneno itamimo

(Chorus)

you’re everything

you’re everything

anataga omouyori

tsuyoku

yasashii usonara iranai

hoshiinowa anata

you’re everything

you’re everything

you’re everything,

my everything

Kanji

すれ违う时の中で

あなたと巡り会えた 

不思议ね 愿った奇跡が 

こんなにも侧にあるなんて 

逢いたい思いのまま

逢えない時間だけが 

過ぎてく

扉すり抜けて 

また思い出して 

あの人と笑い合う 

あなたを

爱しき人よ 

悲しませないで 

泣き疲れて

眠る夜もあるから 

格好を見ないで

見つめて

私だけ

You're everything 

You're everything 

あなたが思うより強く 

優しい嘘なら要らない

欲しいのはあなた

どれくらいの時間を 

永远と呼べるだろう 

果てしなく 远い未来なら 

あなたと行きたい 

あなたと覗いてみたい 

その日を 

爱しき人よ

抱きしめていて 

いつものように 

優しい時の中で 

この手握って 

見つめて今だけを

You're everything 

You're everything 

あなたと离れてる场所でも 

逢えばきっと许してしまう 

どんな夜でも 

You're everything

You're everything 

あなたの夢見るほど强く 

爱せる力を勇気に 

今変えて行こう 

You're everything 

You're everything 

あなたと离れてる场所でも 

逢えばいつも消え去っていく

胸の痛みも 

You're everything 

You're everything

あなたが思うより强く 

優しい嘘なら要らない

欲しいのはあなた

You're everything

You're everything 

You're everything 

My everything 

Translation

When the time is passing

i was able to meet you.

it’s so amazing how the

wish i’ve always wanted is right in front of me.

Even though i want to meet you

the times i can’t meet you is passon.

go through the door and remember

how you were laughing with him.

to the loved one,

don’t make me cry

being tired of crying

those nights are always there.

Don’t look at the past,

only look at me.

You’re everything,

you’re everything

i don’t need your kind lies,

i want you more than you think.

About how long can i call the time

“forever”?

If it’s a very far future,

i want to go and look at that day with you.

To the beloved one,

please hold me like how you always do in the nice time.

Hold my hand and look at me just now.

you’re everything

you’re everything

Even though you are at a far place,

i’ll always forgive you

even though it’s a horrible night.

you’re everything

you’re everything

Let’s make the power of our love our energy

and change the future.

woah woahhh

you’re my everythinggggggg

you’re everything

you’re everything

Even though you are at a far place,

my pain will always fade away.

You’re everything,

you’re everything

i don’t want your kind lies,

i want you more than you think.

you’re everything

you’re everything

you’re everything,

my everything

Sorry

我是不是太过分了？

我是不是很坏？

答案很明显

我真的很坏

我真的很过分

我这样子真的很坏

对不起

无论多少个对不起也是没用吧

看你也是不想理我

看来

没机会做朋友了吧

我看

我也不必这么担心

或者该说

多管闲事了

我不应该这么做了

不是应该

是不可以

我的关心是多余的

我的担心是无用的

与其这样让你痛苦

不如让我亲自断掉这种麻烦的事情

很抱歉

给你这么多麻烦

如果你看到了

你不原谅

我是无所谓的

就这样好了

我只是想说声抱歉而已

就没有别的想要说的了

真的很抱歉

带给你这么多麻烦

也带给你这么多苦恼

我不会再烦你

也不会在吵你了

我除了对你说声抱歉以外

我什么也不能做了

真的很抱歉

Kuraki Mai-Your Best Friend

~ Romaji ~

 kimi no koto zenbu
wakatte agetai keredo
tsuraku te mo gomakasu
itsumo egao de

BUT I KNOW namida wo
koraeteiru ne zutto
sono mune ga
koware sou na kurai

tsuyogatte ite mo kimi no hitomi wo mire ba
wakaru yo sugu ni ne YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND
SO YOU CAN LEAN ON ME

sono omoi wa todoi teru yo
mune no oku ni hibii teru yo
kotoba ni dasa naku tatte
I KNOW YOUR HEART soba ni iru yo

ima wa tooku hanarete ite mo
mune no koe wa kikoe teru yo
kotoba ni dasa nakute mo wakaru yo
zutto YOU'RE MY BOYFRIEND

GIRL, I KNOW kimi no koto
GIRL, I know omou koto
jibun wo seme teru kimi no kokoro

AND I KNOW namida wo
misenai you ni zutto
fuan de mune ga ippai no toki mo

tsuyogatteru yo ne
kimi no hitomi wo mire ba
wakaru yo sugu ni ne YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND
SO YOU CAN LEAN ON ME

sono omoi wa todoi teru yo
mune no oku ni hibii teru yo
kotoba ni dasa naku tatte
I KNOW YOUR HEART soba ni iru yo

ima wa tooku hanarete ite mo
mune no koe wa kikoe teru yo
kotoba ni dasa nakute mo wakaru yo
zutto YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND

futari no kokoro tsunagu te re boshi
futari wo hikisaku mono nante nai
omoi tsuduke teru doko ni ite mo
kokoro wa tsunagatte iru kara

YES, I KNOW kimi no koto
AND YOU KNOW watashi no koto
shinji atteru kara daijoubu
SO YOU CAN LEAN ON ME

sono omoi wa todoi teru yo
mune no oku ni hibii teru yo
kotoba ni dasa naku tatte
I KNOW YOUR HEART soba ni iru yo

tooku tooku hanare te ite mo
mune no koe wa kikoe teru yo
kotoba ni dasa nakute mo wakaru yo
zutto YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND

~ English ~

I want to be able to
Understand you fully
Even when its painful
I deceive you with a smile

But I know tears
Are gone forever
My chest feels
About to break

Even if you don’t show it, If I look into your eyes
I can understand right away You’re my boyfriend
So you can lean on me

That feeling you received
Echoes within my chest
Even without saying it
I know your heart I’ll be by your side

Even if we’re far apart now
I can hear the voice of your soul
Even without saying it
Always You’re my boyfriend

Girl, I know about you
Girl, I know what you’re thinking
You’re heart is beating yourself up

And I know to not show tears
Always insecure and
Even when you’re overwhelmed

Even if you don’t show it,
If I look into your eyes
I can understand right away You’re my best friend
So you can lean on me

That feeling you received
Echoes within my chest
Even without saying it
I know your heart I’ll be by your side

Even if we’re far apart now
I can hear the voice of your soul
Even without saying it
Always You’re my best friend

The tie by these two made by through telepathy
There’s nothing that can break these two apart
Continuing my feelings wherever you are
because my heart is connected to yours

Yes, I know about you
And you know about me
Because we believe in each other It’s okay
So you can lean on me

That feeling you received
Echoes within my chest
Even without saying it
I know your heart I’ll be by your side

Even if we’re far apart now
I can hear the voice of your soul
Even without saying it
Always You’re my best friend

~ Kanji ~

君のこと全部　
わかってあげたいけれど
辛くても誤魔化す　
いつも笑顔で

But I know　涙を　
こらえているね　ずっと　
その胸が
壊れそうなくらい

強がっていても　君の瞳を見れば
わかるよ　すぐにね　You’re my boyfriend
So you can lean on me

その思いは届いてるよ　
胸の奥に響いてるよ
言葉に出さなくたって　
I know your heart　そばにいるよ

今は遠く離れていても　
胸の声は聞こえてるよ
言葉に出さなくてもわかるよ　
ずっと　You’re my boyfriend

Girl, I know　君のこと　
Girl, I know 思うこと
自分をせめてる　君の心

And I know　涙を　
見せないように　ずっと
不安で胸がいっばいの時も

強がってるよね　
君の瞳を見れば
わかるよ　すぐにね　You’re my best friend
So you can lean on me

その思いは届いてるよ　
胸の奥に響いてるよ
言葉に出さなくたって　
I know your heart　そばにいるよ

今は遠く離れていても　
胸の声は聞こえてるよ
言葉に出さなくてもわかるよ　
ずっと　You’re my best friend

二人の心繋ぐ照れ星　
二人を引き裂くものなんてない
想い続けてるよ　何処にいても　
心は繋がっているから

Yes, I know　君のこと　
And you know　私のこと
信じあってるから　大丈夫
So you can lean on me

その思いは届いてるよ　
胸の奥に響いてるよ
言葉に出さなくたって　
I know your heart　そばにいるよ

遠く遠く離れていても　
胸の声は聞こえてるよ
言葉に出さなくてもわかるよ　
ずっと　You’re my best friend

I will always love you

Original~~~

Change~~~

不想

不想再担心任何人

不想再关心任何人

因为我知道

我的关心

我的担心

是别人的负担

是别人的麻烦

与其这样

好过不必再担心或者关心了

我不想一直做多余的事情

没必要再这样欺负自己了

每次的担心和关心

却得来的是

自己的痛苦

与其这样

好过不必再管别人了

投稿失败

呵呵

投稿失败了

有点失落

原因是：

你的小说不适合我们的出版社，你可以投去别的出版社。加油！

呵呵

我除了这件以外

觉得没有任何意见会接受了吧

我不会放弃

我会继续加油的

我在好奇我可不可以post在我的blog

但我有头去另一个网站

http://ownbook.popo.tw/apps/index.php

为自己出一本书

我post在那里

但又很想post在blog

真不知道该怎么办

sad...

写了蛮久下

虽然不成功

但是还是很难过

知道自己哪里不好

再继续加油吧

想了很久

决定用《过客》来做书名

因为我们真的只是过客

好难过

好想找人聊天

但我不知道该找谁

我不想烦任何人了

算了

默默的不开心就好了

今天初二

快点振作吧

不要愁眉苦脸了

错觉吗？

眼眶热热的

尽然想哭

可能哭过会更好吧

但现在不能

不然眼睛很肿

哈哈

宇宁

不要这么难过啦

你可以的

下次再加油吧

不要难过了

自己默默承受会很好哦

反正有blog给你emo

不要这么难过了

哈哈