^^

今天是我们《爱玩圣诞夜》的第一场演出～～～
呵呵～～～ 蛮顺利的～～～
感谢阿爸父的带领&帮助～～～
其实我蛮紧张的，因为气球会放在我身体里面！！！！
我真的是爬到差点哭了啊！！！
更怕随时会爆炸，痛啊！！！！
哇咔咔～～～
但是感谢阿爸父，谢谢你让我演出顺利～～～～
thank to my GOD really thank you~~~ ><
I just now realize today is 14/12/2013
it's another valentine day for couples~~~
but I am single~~~~ ^^
but I learn something and want to share to my friends... and myself~~ ><
请珍惜自己身边的人，请勇敢面对自己的感情，请勇敢地把想说的话告诉他/她；因为你永远不知道第二天是否失去他/她
不要让自己的生活留下遗憾，不要等到失去了才后悔；珍惜当下，勇敢的说
这是从《志在四方》领悟到的，也是从我生活中所学到的……
thank to my dear father, God
I really know already...
或许就是这样，今年的我才没有那么多的心思放在爱情上吧……
虽然渴望，但是我却不再像追求了……
cause I am tired already...

smile...

hi... a long time no update blog already...
during SPM always update blog but after SPM forget and lazy...
hehe.......
I am hardworking to done my novel and other plans...
but it's tired...
while I wanna say something...
My brother backed home already~~~
This is a happy thing... for other persons and my mum...
I am no so excited... but I also felt happy when I met my brother...
but... I really felt envy to my brother...
why? because when he came back, a lot persons want me helped them told him welcome back...
before brother back home no one wanna talk to me...
when he came back many persons wanted me help them told him welcome back...
I really felt sad and envy...
I felt that really no one care about me...
how say?
at home... my mum and brother can told a lot, fun and happy... my dad haven't back also...
I really felt I am a remain person...
at church... I knew that got persons hate me... I also cannot talk to them a lot... really fell sad...
there are also no one can hear my complain...
my brother also scolded me also...
he say true... I said that I always need to smile everyday and let other persons can smile also... but I don't do that... I really need to train hard and always smile...
While one day if I cry I also cannot have any sad on my face... cause I need always smile every time and let other persons fell  happy... this is my promise...
I need always smile... I cannot cry or sad... angry? I think also cannot le bah...
I just can always smile on my face... always smile...
While I know this is hard... but I really need to train myself...
smile... always smile... always smile and let other persons can smile also...

physics... A- ?

today physics exam... sad... TT
how say? careless...
this time exam is more easier than other but I feel sad... cause careless do...
Paper 1... first question wrong already...
now how???
paper 2 and paper 3...
paper 3 experiment... it's hard...
I don't know what is that a... how can do that?
I really hope that physics can get A-
but I think it's too hard already...
but really hope that can get A-...
please give me surprise bah...
really really hope... can get A-...
please bah...

^v^

我有好多开心极难过的事情没有写上来了～～！！！
不开心的事，不写还不会怎样啦～ 但是开心的事情，怎么可以不写呢？？！！
>v<  >^<  >.<  >。<  >"<  >3<  >*<
what need to say ne?????
hehe~~~ I just wanna say that I meet with the person that I admire~~~
Journal?? No lah... He is the past while he is also my admire...
I meet the guy again... He same school with me lah~
He does not have wear the spectacles but he is cool, cute and little bit handsome~~~ ><
haha~~
I meet him eh~~~ at the senadin there...
how to say??
I meet him when I am going to buy something to eat...
and I saw him!!!! ><
while I don't have be crazy lah~~~
cause his gang at there ><
a person which I know in the gang also... he call me but I don't care...
just like something I cannot hear... cause he look at me also~~~ ><
how can I say this feeling?? so excited~~~ while he cannot be Journal...
Cause Journal in my heart is the best guy~~~ While he is the second bah...
then... nothing le gua... haha~~~
SPM is moving... I am tired... cause next week got 3 science subjects of the exam which is physics, chemistry and biology...
so hard a!!! ><
gambateh~~~
hope physics and biology can get A-... chemistry need pass lah~~~　><
gambateh~~~
after the exam... I will try my best to complete the novel...
I want attend 2 competitions and a trying
the 2 competition which is 红蜻蜓小说 & 魔豆
and other one is Rawangboy Workshop
I would not give up!!!
I wanna try write the novel about love, friendship & family, ghost story and others~~~
I will not give up!!!
^^

白婚纱？

今天啊……
考完试，回家，电脑，小说，复习……
看网络的戏在加上刚刚看了《咱们结婚吧》过后……
我该怎么说呢？
突然间想，如果我真的长大后选择不结婚，那么我是不是没机会穿上婚纱呢？
看着《咱们结婚吧》的婚纱，真的很漂亮；虽然都是无袖的……=。=
但是，穿上白婚纱步入礼堂，不是那个女生最大的梦想呢？
我最大的梦想不是这啦……
但我真的好想穿一次婚纱的感觉……
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bvQnaIwasFg —— 这一刻 爱吧！
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qkLkwbSCkK0 —— Speed Dating
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZEsXaoT1K60 —— 1314，对不起我爱你
这几部微电影很好看，记得去看哦～～
我不懂咱现在能说啥，但是……
我什么都没想，只是突然很想穿上白婚纱…… =‘）
穿上白婚纱是一个梦吗？还是一个遥远的梦想呢？
到现在我还是打开不了我的内心，对吧？
我相信现在的我还是接受不了任何人……
他对我的创伤，真的让我难忘……
或许我不理会、不在意，但偶尔做一些事情有连关系的时候，我都会想起……
开始害怕、恐惧……
我不知道该怎样克服……
或许就像朋友们说的，当我遇到对的人的时候，心自然也会打开接受……
那能穿上白婚纱的心愿并不是遥不可及的了……=’）
加油～～！！
SPM！！
现在要拼 Science Subject 了……
很害怕拿不到 A ……

=）

告诉自己……

无论路上多坎坷、难过，

但都要以坚强的笑容去面对；

因为神就在你身边。

每天给一个自己微笑，把微笑传给别人，让世界充满爱。

=）

不要放弃任何希望，

因阿爸父已经帮你准备了人生路

只要凭着信心、爱心、希望

勇敢地迈出，向前冲！

PASS

Hey!

Don't think who is he...

He just a legend admire...

LEGEND ADMIRE!

please notice this...

I just need look at him , then it's okay...

I no need love him or he loves me

because we 2 really cannot

and I know that it's impossible

I love him?

NO... I just like him...

because it's different with each other

but I also don't think like this

he also a human but I think he is different...

whatever...

《初恋那件小事》

watch again but got different feeling...

I don't know how to say...

I just can say SPM is coming

I also don't want fall in love with who again...

maybe it's too hurt already...

It's really HURT for me...

I don't want falling in love with who anymore...

I am scared...

This man...

he just a legend admire

I don't love him just like him

I just like his smile...

I don't wanna see his unhappy face...

why got this feeling?

any I don't know

But I know one thing is...

HE IS A LEGEND ADMIRE 

I LIKE HIM AND DON'T LOVE HIM

HE IS A PASS