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2011年10月7日

今天没考试

今天没上学

今天在家休息

今天在家改考卷

今天在家想哭

今天在家觉得好累

今天在家觉得很无聊

今天在家觉得自己好没用

今天在家改完考卷后，觉得自己好没用

今天在家一直听《别再哭了》

今天在家才想起没开radio

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现在在听《别再哭了》

现在在大blog

现在心情很低沉

现在心情不好

现在的天气如同我的心情

现在很想大哭

现在没有力气去理会心情了

现在没有任何心情+力气去做妈妈交代的事

现在好像摔东西

现在在思考，自己是不是很没用

现在觉得自己赢不了哥哥了

现在觉得自己很懒 + 烂 + 没用

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改完考卷了

BI — 28/40 （明明可以多对两题）

SJ — 3860 （不错了…不过还可以再多对 2，3 题的）

GEO — 33/60 （明明可以再多对 8 题）

SC — 30/40 （明明可以再多对 6 题的）

我真的觉得我自己好烂哦！！！！

到底要如何，我才能赢过我哥哥！

真的是没有任何希望赢我哥吗？

真的觉得自己好没用……

朋友……

一部分接近我的目的是——朱世蔚

家人……

拿我跟谁比较——朱世蔚，表妹（同岁），表弟（小一岁），表妹（小四岁）

总觉得我存在这个世上是没有意义的……

真的是我想太多了吗？

还是这是真的……

I don't know...

I don't know myself...

I don't know why I want born in this world...

I don't know all thing!!!!

I cannot understand anything anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't know why I want to live at in this world!!!!!!!!!!!

I want crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I can know...

Why I want born in this world...

I...

feel happy...

Because I know that I have use in this world...

But...

I don't know why I want born on this world...

I don't know...

don't know...

don't know anything already...

haha...

I am STUPID...

I am LOSER...

I cannot do the best in anything...

stupid + loser

It's me...

That's all me...

end of Sejarah of PMR

2011年10月6日

ya~~~~~~~~~~~~

Today's test Sejarah~~~~~~~

End~~~~~~~~~~~

I am happy~~~~~~~~~~

While I think I cannot get a good result for my PMR...

I am tired about my PMR already...

Think that last year I am happy that PMR doesn't batal...

But now...

I feel tired about PMR...

I just hope I can win my brother...

many times already...

many person say my brother is better than me...

yes...it's true...

But I am me!

I am no my brother!

I am CHIO YU NING , NO TIMOTHY CHIO SHI WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM MYSELF!

NO WHO!!!!

I hope I can win him...

I don't want to lose him again...

If I lose he again, I don't know how to become myself already...

I am me~

I want win him!

I really want to win him!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want to be myself!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD...

please help...

let me get A...

More and more...

Please help me...

tired

6/10/2011

Midnight~~~~

I feel tired...

That just only me a person study only...

But I hope I can get good marks today~

So be a cat night one night also okay~

Just hope today I can get the mark that is better...

I feel I can do my best on PMR~~~

haha~

Today is Science and Sejarah...

Science...

I think I can do as well as...

Sejarah...

I don't think so...

I just hope my Sejarah can get a high mark...

If can get 40+ , it's better~~~~

I hope I can do as well as...

Let study now~~~~~~

*On Sejarah*

Morning type again~

Second day of PMR

2011年10月5日

Today is second day of PMR...

I am tired and feel sad....

My English...

Teacher say I can get A...but....

I think I cannot get A!!!!

I am so sad about my English...

I don't know what can I do...

Then...

Geografi also!!!!!

I am thinking that today's subject is my good subjects??

I don't think so...

I don't know what can I do again...

I am stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot remember anything anymore....

Forget all things lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See how much time already?

I cannot...

Gambateh...

Gambateh...

tired...

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!

Please help me lah!!!!!!!!!!!!

If u don't help me,

who can help me again???

Tomorrow is Science and Sejarah...

I feel scared already...

help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need help~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

GOD

please help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really need you!!!!!!!!!

Gambateh~~~~~~~~~

Smile~~~~~~~~

n_n

PMR的苦战……

2011年10月4日

today is PMR's first day...

today's test is Bahasa Melayu...

It's so hard!!!!!!!!

I think I cannot get a good mark...

I hope I can do the best..

I hope Bahasa Melayu also can gets A...

Hope the other tests can get A...

I think I need learn hard more and more...

Tomorrow is Bahasa Inggeris & Geografi

Hope can get a good mark again~

Believe yourself!

You can get a better mark...

PMR first day...

It's okay...

While it's hard again and I hope I can learn more and more and get good marks again...

Gambateh~~~~

Good Luck~~~~

Chio Yu Ning~~~~

You can do the best!!!!!!!!!

God love u~~~~~~

Just one smile~

don't forget~~~~

Today I also feel happy...

Because I see him...

While we are friends...

no anymore...

I am happy can see you again as friend...

conan_ning

Smile~~~~

Gambateh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Chio Yu Ning~~~~~~~

YOU CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

crazy...

3/10/2011

night...

I don't feel well...

I feel I want to get out the food that I have eat just now...

I wanna die...

I feel headache...

I cannot eat any thing...

I hope my BM can get A

no only BM

I also hope my other subjects also can get a flying marks...

I am tired...

I don't know how to improve my language in this little time only...

I release myself once and once time...

But I cannot feel comfortable...

I am very tired...

I want release!!!!!

I don't like this feeling....

I don't want eat anything,

but my mother refuse...

She wants me eat...

But it's hard...

I cannot eat any more now..

Stomach feel unwell....

GOD...

please help me...

I hope I can get a flying marks in PMR...

GOD....

please help me...

I know you are around me....

so

please help me...

please...

wuwuwuwu...

After PMR,

I want to cry!!!!!

Now,

I also feel that I want to cry...

but cannot

If cry,

I will feel asleep...

don't scared...

don't be scared...

believe yourself~

ning!

Believe yourself~

恩典之路

a song let me release...

thanks...

GOD

PMR soon...

2011年10月3日

Tomorrow is PMR...

I don't have any 信心 ...

I hope I can get 8A

I will train hard...

Good Luck~

Can???

But....

now I feel scared...

I scared I cannot get a flying marks...

I am scared...

I need believe my GOD and train hard for myself!

Good Luck!

Ning!

Believe your GOD will help you!

GOD always help you!

Don't be scared!

Gambateh~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~