最想大哭的一天……

2011年8月11日

我好不希望能再次见到你……

见到你时，

我真的很难过……

我真的好不想再到你！！！！

每当见到你，

我只会感到难过……痛苦……

拜托你！！！！

不要在我面前出现了……

不要了……
我知道，

我已经对你，

没感觉了……

所以，

我不希望我什么了……

我只希望，

我们不要再见面……

因为，

你不是我所想见的人……

见到你，

是我最笨的时候……

所以，

goodbye....

友情……真难寻……

2011年8月6日

有时候，

我一直觉得，

我的友情是最美好的……

但是，

我直到今天，

才发现到……

我真正的友情，

真正的朋友，

世上真的还有美妙的友情……

还有一个深深的友情，

在这世界上……

阿爸父，

我真的很感谢你……

因为你的帮助，

让我知道，

其实，

真正的朋友是什么。

真正的友情，

是很难衡量的！！！

终于明了这些时候，

我真的很感谢你……

上帝，

谢谢你……

让我知道，

世上真正的友情是什么……

yo~ birthday~~

26/7/2011

yo~~~~~~~

Today is my birthday~~~~~

It's so fun~~~~~~~

While I really unhappy for my birthday...

But I think for a while...

Today is my birthday~

Why I don't want be happy today?

The last year happening ,

why I want to care!

I want be happy today~~~~~~~~

This year...

The first person say happy birthday to me is...

Philip Chong...

lolz...

Ok lah~~~~~

Just I can happy today...

I just hope I can happy every day~~~~~~~

yo~ yo~

Love u ,

my birthday~~

26/7/2011

really...I think no got any wrong...

23/7/2011 - my love day and hurt me this day...

today is saturday...

I also go to church for the Life Methodist Chruch Junior Youth...

But I hope that I can don't go...

I think no one know when I born...

When I at there...

I also don't say anything...

When I give the cards to them...

they also don't tell about me...

I also don't say anything...

But it's feel unhappy...

I want to DIE because...

no one care about me...

yes!

no one will care about me...

no one...

so,

why I want to look at them?

no one care about me, so who care?

I also don't want care anymore!

haha~

count down:

3 days more...

DIE!!!!!!!!

22/7/2011 Friday

EVERYTHING GO TO DIE!!!!

I WANT TO DIE!!!!!!!

DIE...

DIE...

DIE!!!!!!

I WANT TO DIE!!!

EVERYTHING GO TO DIE!!!!!!!

WHY I BORN AT THIS WORLD!!!!!

WHY I CANNOT DIE!!!!!

I WANT TO DIE!!!!!

NO ONE LOVE ME...

NO ONE IS BELIEVE ME...

NO ONE...

NO ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EVERYONE WANT ME TO DIE!!!!!!

EVERYONE...

IF I DIE...

MANY PERSONS FEEL HAPPY~

THEY DON'T I ALIVE AT THIS WORLD!!!!

NO ONE WANT I ALIVE!!!!

IF I DIE...

EVERYONE FEEL HAPPY~~~~~~~~

HAHAHAHAHAHA...

IF I DIE,

THEY ARE HAPPY AND CELEBRATE A PARTY FOR MY DIE...

IF I CAN DIE...

I ALSO FEEL HAPPY...

THIS WORLD...

I SCARED...

I SCARED THIS WORLD...

IF I CAN DIE...

I NO NEED SEE THIS WORLD ANYMORE~~~~~~~~~~~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~~~~~~

IT'S GOOD~!!!

HAHAHAHAHA...

IF I CAN DIE...

I HOPE I CAN DIE SOON...

THE DAY I SCARED - COUNT DOWN : 4 DAYS AGAIN...

THAT DAY WILL COME...

THAT DAY I HOPE I CAN BECOME A BLIND...

sooooo tired day...

20/7/2011 - Wednesday

Today, I think I really "wuhui" they...

They really don't hate me....

But,

Today I really miss u...

Why?????????????????

But I know that is no love...

is just think about u this friend...

I think I like the place that have u...

I "xiguan" got u in my life...

But I cannot love a person that is not Christian!!!

......

How can I say now???
I want to say true...

I really miss u...

But I know,

we just friends...

I cannot like you,

you also don't like me~
We just friends~

A BEST FRIEND for me...

And a friend for u...

If really can...

I hope I don't miss u again...

I am scared that I will like u...

I cannot miss u from now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why I feel so sad?

I don't know...

What is my emotion now?
I also don't know myself anymore...

I am really feel tired...

It's tired...

6 days again...

the day that I HATE a lot...

7月1日——7月15日

1日—10日

这几天，

一直在忙于少团的活动……

我一点都没有动到书……

是啦！

我自己也不太会分配时间了……

弟兄会当天，

我觉得我太过分了！

尽然控制不好自己的脾气……

我觉得好不应该……

再怎么说，

是团契组的，

应该要更懂得如何控制脾气……

可是，

……haiz……

我真是个大笨蛋！！！！！！！！

不过，

大家没有很生气……

我欣慰多了……

生活营时，

我与景升竟然同组……

而且还是……

主席！！！！！！！！！！

哇！！！！！！！！

不过，

能与景升同组，

我觉得蛮开心……

因为，

我想把他弄的活跃点～

而且……

我发现……

虽然还不清楚，

但是，

我真的很希望能与他同组……

竟然同组了……

那我要更加加油了～～～～～～～～

加油～～～～

宇宁～～～～

11日—15日

这个星期考试啊！！！！！！！！！！

考得一团糟！！！！！！！！！

我的sejarah!!!!!!!!!!

u failed again!!!!!

I want die already...

Inggeris,

I write Turkish's captain into Turkish's cannibals!!!!!

cannibals write to captain!!!!!!!!

OH NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!

hope can get pass lah....

I got learn lah...

next time,

I need to try hard again!!!!!

Philip,

tank you~

but if can,

I hope you don't chat or too close with other girls....

I don't know why I got this feel,

but hope I can find out that feel...

or don't think anymore...

CHIO YU NING!!!!!!!!!!

DON'T BELIEVE LOVE!!!!!!!

BELIEVE YOUR FRIENDSHIP!!!!!
BECAUSE FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!!!!

LOVE YOU~

MY ALL FRIENDS~~~~~