It that I really want to change???
I know that I am not a person that have responsible...
But...
I have try the best...
today fellowship's exam,
I have try hard...
I also have learn...
Why say that like I don't have learn???
I have try my best!
Yes! During exam I am playing...
But I also have do!
I know that what I say that is not important now...
I just feel sad that say I don't have learnt...
How many times already???
School Exam also...
Then the best is I don't learn lah!
I am like a kid.
Yes! It's true!
I don't want change!
But I think I cannot say don't change and change...
I know that sometime I will feel high like this afternoon...
Just I feel high cause something happened...
I just want use high to remove or forget something let me sad.....
I think I just can tell u and ask u...
But you say that don't ask u like this question!
I think I really feel tired...
I wanna cry...
But...
If cry can change something,
then I will cry hardly!
Don't say that I like cry!
I don't like cry!
Really wanna me change???
I think so...
If I really change...
I think I will no feel happy, no smile, no high mood always...
If wanna me be a perfect responsible person,
OKAY!
I can do it...
But...
Please don't ask me why I look so unhappy!
I know that I don't know hot to use which emotion during do one thing...
I can got many emotions in one thing!
But If you cannot accept...
Think I am like a CHILD,
okay...
I will be a responsible person that you want...
But I cannot join you all liao...
I feel tired liao...
really...
Change or no change...
I think the answer is clearly tell me already....
From tonight...
say goodbye to my CHILD memories...
Bye
